Blue

What is the best “perk me up” remedy when you feel so blue?
Be thankful that the mood is not red for a start, and once thanks have been given, get on with trying to climb out of the blue hole. So, I have to break it all down. What is it that is causing this emotional infarction? Could it be the fact that I am missing the Emerald Isle and the occupants, especially one and the fact that the distance is clearly an issue? Could it be I have forgiven someone who does not deserve forgiveness and thus letting my cool exterior melt? Or is it something else? The fact that I am sick and alone and need my mum?
Well it’s all three. Now comes the job of freezing that exterior again and overcoming the emotion turmoil. I don’t feel like making a purchase.... that shows clear delirium, or it could be the fact I treated myself everyday last week and Sunday should be the day of rest for the wallet as well as the mind.
The worst part of all the drama is that I actually feel myself sinking and entering the red zone and thus do not have much time left before I reach the place of no return!
When I am in the pale blue zone, everything is so simple, a good glossy- when I say good I mean Vogue, Bazaar, Marie Claire, Not Heat, Grazia or some other gossip trash. So yes a good magazine, a cup of herbal and a warm room. When I edge into the navy zone ( this seasons shade of blue featuring on Ralph Lauren’s collection); I need to step it up, manicure, spot of R.T and complete alone time, throw in a fashion show just to boost the confidence and smile at the fact that I still fit into the tiniest pair of jeans despite indulging tin cake the night before! What do I do now though?? Get a tattoo? Yes, that’s it, distract the mind of emotional turmoil. I feel slightly drained by people’s negativity, trying to pull me down, but the mother ship is back!! Nothing can touch me now! I love my Mum.