Have your cake!

They promise you the stars and then marry someone else. 1 year later, they want you back. How to mend a boken heart? Dont let it get broken in the first place.

Lost and Found

I feel like I am losing myself in a world of complacency. To some people that sounds perfect, and I hear you say....”what’s the problem doll?” the problem is, I am not at that stage yet!! I am still figuring out what I want so I need to get myself out of that comfort zone and get back to the way I was!! I haven’t been able to write, shop or even be so self obsessed for quite some time and to be frank, I Miss just being ME!!
Is it really so easy being influenced that taking the easy route is the best plan? On reflection, of course not! It is like giving into temptation and indulging in that lovely light Victoria sponge cake! You feel great when you bite into it, but feel tres guilty once you swallow, and that continues with every bite, but you just need to finish what you started. I know I am going off on a tangent and talking in riddles but it’s the best way to describe certain aspects of my life and as is perfectly clear ( unlike my explanation) I am confused.
So as previous blogged, my dream tea shop is currently being planned, and if my partner should pull out, so be it, all the more attention on me. That is my number one priority, and having discussed it with Mr X, I feel more compelled to make it a success. Yes pilgrims , Mr X made an appearance and God have I missed him. The brief encounter was so fairy tale esq, it keeps the swoon afloat....any way I’m diversifying.
What was I saying, yes, the tea shop is priority. Having being almost sucked in by “the best friend’s” proposal of a house in the country and a dog in the hand bag, I almost lost sight of my vision but having gained a little more sense from past experience, managed to laugh the whole thing off and continue with my life because let’s be true, I was losing myself , allowing others to tell me what to do, dictate our future when I don’t see one in my crystal ball.
I love my life, why on earth would I want anyone to come in and try and take parts of it over INCLUDING my already successful business!! I lost myself, but I am back, and I am here to stay!!

Mind over Matter

Have I found love? is that the reason for my change in thought process or is it that I have become so fed up with thinking about it and so exhausted that I decided to use my energies to more worthier cause like planning my business!
I believe it is the latter and the thoughts are still there but they are dormant and any day now there will be an enourmous erruption of love diarrhea
Following the trauma of the stalker, I have taken a back seat. Yes you read right pilgrims, I had a real Kim Kardashian week!! A stalker that fell for me, or the idea of me. This Universe is swarming with crazy aliens with dillusions and it takes a genius to sieve out the goodies from the misfits.
It's been far too long since I have come across a goody which begs the question, are there any goodies left and if so, prez tell ou est la??
The goodies are still present in my life but just living at arms length.

So along with my new focuss of getting the business off the ground comes another big job. Wedding Planner, not for just anyone, for my brother and his beautiful bride to be. That's right folkes!! My twin is getting wed!

Pilgrims

I have been tardy with my updates, I know this. The reality is that I seem to be just moving along from day to day with not a lot of crazy occupancy in my head. However, the good news is that there was a flutter at the weekend and a tiny growth today so stay tuned as I feel a blog coming your way.
I sense it will be filled with the Autumn feeling of cosy, the excitable feeling of being in lust (that's right lust not love) and that desirable feeling of wanting a little treat for my hand bag.

Stay in touch. I shall be along shortly. XOXO