Following my entry with regards to clearing out the wardrobe, I have found my mojo again and just can’t get enough of shopping!!! I just want it all. Is it greed? Well I suppose on one level it is and it’s wasteful as I surely wont be able to get through it all during this lifetime but it makes me happy. Is it happiness that I am feeling or is it a void that I am trying to fill, stuffing the hole with fashion and emptying the bank in the process. When you write it down you realise what is the answer to that question. I am filling a void. Shopping is a release. Over consummation. Some people eat, some people smoke, I shop!
The reason this obsession has reared its pretty head is for what other reason but another heart break. Why do I always fall for the ones I can’t be with? Why can I not be boring and go for the reliable ones that aren’t afraid of commitment? I expect it because the excitement and thrill of the secret is like a drug, can’t get enough but inevitably it harms you. Oh well, another heart break, but a fabulously healthy wardrobe.
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